i miss the rain.

Alrite, today was a tiresome day. we had school till 6.40. which was quite awesome. i enjoed today very much much, it was fun. Because of the examination period our tables are forced to be all seperated. i so dislike it. there is this feeling of loneliness to the left of me when im sitting at the edge of the class. like as if apart of my left is gone. usually when i sat with jamie, there would be this comfort of her being there. i would always turn to her and not really mind the empty left side. now, jamie and i are seperated. so there seems to be a gap on both sides.



Mlh is gona get a hamster. How cool is that? a chubby little thing that keeps eating and becoming fat. oooooo, i think if its really fat, i squish it, haha. omg, then it would explode. oo gruesome. but aw, im kinda excited, i dunt know why. maliah should buy the plastic ball where u can put the hamster inside then let is role around the house freely. Like Rhino in BOLT! it would then escape away with a cat and dog in search of a girl named penny. awesome!.



I wanna go shopping. i really do. it just seems that i everything i have is warned out or just been owned for so long. i need a new outfit, a new bag, pencil case, shoes. i need to go shopping. im low on many things. shopping gave me happines and comfort. coming home from a fullfilling day of shopping, in hand, a new dress, isnt that fun? that elated feeling. i havent got it for such a long time, i need it right now, i need it bad.



talking about buying stuff, i think i need to get specs! NO! i cant see from behind the class. i think im worried. what if i join those people who wear specs. aw, it would be cool but so troublesome. i think one of these days i want to go for an eyecheck. maybe its just me. it could be that i just cant see because i want the new specs! haha, but i cant see. honest!



Sometimes, i hate those ocassions where friends fade further away. i hate them. for reasons like being in another class or being too busy, we all just dont seem to talk anymore. i miss my 2/7. its not that i dont love 3/5. I LOVE 3/5. but, i miss my dears from 2/7, we all faded away. i dont know their secrets, share jokes with them. i miss going up to some of them and smilling and joking around with them. it just seems they forgot me. it could be that i forget them, but i truly try not too. : ( aw.