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hot sweaty sticky. Saturday, February 28, 2009
"i felt like i was running like a vampire-woo" today was quite a fun weekend. i made a promise to wanie that we would die-die go to the gym this week. we attempted to go to the school gym; but hello? its quite scary. so we went to the gym today at this sia sports club that my dad signed my family too. So yeah, it was ubber fun. me and wanie already have a favourite gym equipment!;other then the treadmill. i think if im not wrong, its called the LEG PRESS. hahahaha, sounds quite wrong, but its so fun! u have to like push this platform with your legs. its awesome! me and wanie never got a 2.4 strait. i kept going off the treadmill and wanie kept following me down. i just kept wanting to go to my bottle for a drink, or go strech infront of the mirror. hahah, she so scared to run herself. SO CUTE! [bluack] hahah, so after getting bored at the gym, i think we spent like 1;30 hrs. AH!! so fun after the gym wanie wanted to go meet the guys. so we took the bus to tampines. we bought old chang kee on the way! nice nice, we went to the gym and then we meet the dudes. they were excersizing[sp?] ?? haha, it was kinda fun! but we had to leave so soon. so we said bye bye, and left. woohoo. went home, then went out, again -.- wooh. ohkay too tired to elaborate anymore. boooo you. HAHA! ahhhhhhhh, kay bye! popcorn poppers Friday, February 27, 2009
"i wanna merry-go-round my problems away" ah, i feel all wobbly inside. i dont know why. apart of me feels incomplete. like i havent said something to someone or i didnt do something that was so important for me to do! but i have no idea what it is. shoot. i feel so incomplete. i want to go out! but i am tommorow! indirectly going out i guess. me and my darling hazwani are going to the sports club tomorrow! yeah! so excited. wooh! wanie i cant wait, so u better not back out ohkay! yes yes. im picking her up after her cca tommorrow. makes me feel like a MAN! im manly. [-.-"] gosh, me manly? wooho? haha. well im truly super-duper excited. this whole week, i feel like running, its so fun! yes yes, im definately excited, but i just hope i wont fall off the treadmill-again! hahahah counting down the minutes. Wednesday, February 25, 2009
"i want to bang my head on it right now" : O! AH! long time to post! haha, well these days, i have been so busy with a lot of stuff. secondary 3 life hasnt been as hard for me! but i know its going to just get harder and the speed of it is just flying by. hais. maybe you have heard this from so many people, over-and-over again but it is really true! I MISS 2/7!! aw. i miss my girls being in the class. always there for me. i would never feel alone, sitting by myself staring into my blank piece of english worksheet. yeap. everybody has been so busy and stressed. you can tell by their faces. everyday we all have tests. and its hard to find a day when all of us have no tests and are free to talk and laugh our problems off. i miss those times. all of us just sitting during recess with our bowls of rice, or noodles, laughing at weird things that happened during class and planning stuff were going to do after school. yes. im so tired. i have no idea why. maybe because the stress of school, all the social problems, all the puberty!! hahaha! yes, stress man! i need a holiday. oh i cant wait for march hols! HMmm. Saturday, February 21, 2009 well, what if u looked at this group at people in this manner, u really did care for them, u thought they cared for u equally too. then u find out that their talking about u behing ur back and disliking you, wouldnt that suck? well, i found that out today. thats sad. no words could really explain how dissapointed and upset i am. gosh. onehundred and fifty souls. Thursday, February 19, 2009
"u suck" Today wasnt really filled with interesting things that happened. my mind was still caught up at the fact that i found of people disliked me. really, i never meant no harm, i never said harsh things to people. Am i really stuck up? proud? sombong? cheap? really. come on. people who know me would know, if you dont know me, i dunt think u can really judge what i mean to do. cos im not those things above, at least i dont think i am. but, oh-what--the-heck, i cant change their minds, its theirs to begin with, so its a rather i, nadia nasir, just go with the flow. yes. i shall try, although even most of you, including me, know i cant, i shall try. blue shoes red dress Tuesday, February 17, 2009
"cos the cat wont just budge" it seems like everybody seems to just put on a mask. how can we really know if how the person is acting towards you is really true? i cant explain this feeling. we cant know what people are saying in their hearts to other people behind their back. we can only know whats happening infront of you. why so emo nadia? haha, i duno, things got me thinking on alot of things. whether this is real. whether i should be worried. my girls say dunt worry, but my heart hurts thinking of those who hate me. what have i ever done wrong??? you and me not against the world Saturday, February 14, 2009
"my girls make my day so much better" how did you spend your valentines day? for me, it consists of me, at home sitting infront of the computer watching videos from youtube. haha, i didnt have a valentine, so in the end, i just spent it alone. imaginary bofriends werent possibly enough to fix the silent hole. but, i guess for single girls like me, valentines day is a day ur suppose to spend with other single girls. haha, atleast yesterday i had breakfast with my three darlings; curry maliah and wanie. i know their always there for me. whoop whoop. happy spastic day honeys! Wednesday, February 11, 2009 TODAY was literally a Spastic day to me. you could never expect paisey moments so much like the day i had today, today was utterly weird, spastic, and moral-depriving.normal people would receive embaressments, atleast once a day, i got more then one i tell you, definately more than one. 1] i hit my head real hard on the computer infront of the farhans and wanie 2] the farhans played a mean trick on me when we were in the library 3] i ate mee siam and it splattered all over my school uniform 4] i walked to school with my skirt totally weird 5] i dropped books on wet floor, in front of so many people. 6] a human threw a water bottle filled with water at me. 7] i almost failed my english test 8] hazwani screamed at me in public to many times to count ^^ 9] me and wanie stood around in the canteen looking really weird. 10] i ran one round during pe and being the only girl. 11] i almost slipped and fell on my butt on the way home 12] as i was sleeping during mly, i suddenly jerked up cos i had a bad dream.[i gave everyone a shock] HAHA! omg, look at that list!! its a list of weird things man! i dunt believe someone normal would receive this much in a day. goshhh, today was filled with so much laughter, it was funny. yes yes, for me, today was normal! i bet wanie is going to go, "like duh! u are spastic". haizz, AMANI! this is why i dunt get valentines day presents!! cos im too spastic for a boyfriend! HEHEEH! go go V-day Tuesday, February 10, 2009
ahyes Valentines Day; another day of dissapointment comes. Excited for valentines day yet? in the mood for the love? haha, ahyes, another year that comes by. the day that a girl always goes to school with the upmost highest hopes to receive atleast a valentines day present, the size wouldnt matter, as long as somemone would go up to her with a little piece of half eaten chocolate, it would make her so happy. But, she would then walk home alone, head down in shame, recovering from the fact that no one actually cared for the fact that you were alive. oh how she wished she had received it, but every year the day comes and goes like a light breeze softly brushing by your face. aw, i hope i do get something. i wouldnt want to go home empty handed like a reject entering the Reject Shop. so my dear readers, do get me something! PLEASE! gosh, i have no shame! ahaha, but i just dunt want to feel not loved, its really isnt that fun of a thing you know. but i must keep my hopes high, you never know if i even get one! the curiousity enlightens my day. i wouldnt not want to see you go. Saturday, February 7, 2009
"when someone pops the baloon and the other starts grinding." OO! i went to my couz's/ auncle's 'pernikahan'! why the "/" u ask?!! its because, my couz[who is the bride] got married to my uncle[to be exact; my grandmother's sister's son]. its quite confusing! so now my darling couz is now my aunt. She is my couzin by blood by auntie by law. awesome~ at their house, i ate yummy bryani! o! i ate so much, you wouldnt want to see me attacking that food. i was soo! hungry, i couldnt help myself. i hanged out with my aunt and second couz, aka, Zarwah and Ati, Mira couldnt come cos she had her MJC orientation [yes, namira nasir is a smartass.]. Their the people who have shown me that KL people are so cool. i have known those two since i was born, it would always be the four of us hanging out whenever they came over to singapore or if me and my sis went to KL. As the ceremony started, and i watched my couz/future auntie and my uncle get married, i peered at the sister of the bride's face. she seemed so quite, like something was wrong. it was her sister's wedding, i dont blame her. When it is coming the time for me to see my dear sister get married, I would literally cry! I have seen that girl grow up to me. Namira nasir is even closer to me then a best friend, i would never be able to explain how me and my sister know each other so well. And to see her be all grown up, and not dancing around in her pajamas with me to lame songs on the radio, she would be on the stage, wearing her awesomely worn wedding gown, with make up so professionally put one, with people staring at her wonderfully as she walked with her husband. How touching would that be. OH WELL. after i snapped out of it, me, zarwah and ati set of on our adventure. they are just so ridiculously fun. We escaped from the ceremony to go find a that sells snacks! so, with the combination, of a totally spactic at direction, and two KL-ians who have no idea where they were, set fourth on a journey to buy a bar of chocolate. On the way, we camewhored at totally random places and just laughed out loud at stupid jokes i dunt have the pics with me now, maybe i would put it up in a few days. they were utterly so fun that saying bye to them was hard. i would never really know when would be the next time i see my darlings again. it was a sad goodbye. all in all the engagement thing was quite tiring and hectic; imagine how the wedding ceromony is going to be like. with my family, there is never a limit. : D thats why they rock. the steps we take. Friday, February 6, 2009
"and we'll sit and watch the cars go by" today was the day secondary one's got in to their ccas!! haha, i was so excited. i wanted to bully their head off. im mean, i know! but i didnt really bully YA KNOW! i just teased occasionally and made friends, its a usual on me. by the end of cca, i think all the juniors think im weird! -.-" not surprising. i was hyper! what was i suppose to do. oo, then after school i finally walked home with a HUMAN! haha, that was a relief, better then being accompanied by my playlist. yesyes, true true. fartarded Thursday, February 5, 2009
" i need a cat. " its boring here in "nothing" land. nothing is happening. gosh, maybe im bored, maybe im depressed. im not a usualy depressed person! people who know me can tell. well, nothing interesting has happened to me lately, thats sad isint it. so, i practically have nothing to blog about. but im not going to let the few people who actually read my blog because the have no life, down. they rock. haha, so im trying to post something for my darling readers. "lets watch the sunset honey" a silent whisper Wednesday, February 4, 2009
it was you and me against the world Tuesday, February 3, 2009  "jump, cos i said so." this is becoming an obsession. i cant do this anymore, im stuck, stuck in a piece of glue. i cant i just cant. would it change? would it all go away? i dunt want to make the same mistakes i did the last time;this time, i cant risk losing it. but, i truly dunt make sense. I feel so tired lately, maybe i havent been able to get enough sleep these days. i have to keep up with the homework and still study for common tests, then i still have to go out with friends, and do all my other leisurly stuff. aw, i need a life. i feel so stressed about the comon tests. my head is hurting, from all the stress, my back is hurting from my ginormous bag, my feet are hurting from the 2 hour march my heart is hurting because someone hurt it. gosh im being in denile. all in all; i need a life. ME ME! Sunday, February 1, 2009  THE GIRL ON THE LEFT HAS TURNED 15!! hahaha, YEha! ohkay ohkay, i have no feeling to type so much! but IM SO HAPPY! got lots of stuff. hahaha. not that much of alot but I LOVE THEM! thank you to all the ppl who wished me a happy birthday! haha, those who have smsed me, expect a mass messege RIGHT TO UR FINGERSTEPS!! haha.
highlights to look forward too: i got a barbie doll! awesoome i went to swensons! yummyyyy i went like killer shopping spree at bugis! hahaa.
look forward to my post tommorrow man, u better watch out if u dunt read!
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