"cos the cat wont just budge"

it seems like everybody seems to just put on a mask. how can we really know if how the person is acting towards you is really true? i cant explain this feeling. we cant know what people are saying in their hearts to other people behind their back. we can only know whats happening infront of you. why so emo nadia? haha, i duno, things got me thinking on alot of things. whether this is real. whether i should be worried. my girls say dunt worry, but my heart hurts thinking of those who hate me. what have i ever done wrong???