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OHsoDRAMATIC Friday, December 5, 2008 hais. everybody is saying how much they miss school and look forward to it. but truthfully, I DUNT. everything is coming as a rush to me. it seems as the world is rushing by around me yet im just sitting still like no one's business. i dunt want sec three to come. it seems so stressful, scary and a big step. with the new classes, new friends, new everything. i just want everything to stop. to press the pause button and just breathe. but it seems i cant. i want to reathe and take in everything, the freinds, the future, the who i am. not knowing the future scares me. what am i going to be doing in the next 10 years? will i be successful? or will i be a janitor or a failed student? i duno, u duno we all dunt know. i dunt know what i am now let alone in the future? if i were to describe myself in a characteristic manner and if were a composition. it would be boring. a boring compo maybe only comprising of four words, "my name is nadia" i just dunt understand myself as much as i want to. like a painter which doesnt know what to paint. or a business man with no goal. maybe and most probably, i will find myself, but im just scared of when i will. |
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