"tell me thats its alrite"

well no, everything is not alrite. i feel so fed up with the world. i miss my friends so bad, but i cant pluck up the courage to ask my dad permission to go out. I miss 29126, i want to hug all of them and give them the things i bought them from Korea. i miss our laughter. i miss how they would all, stand up for me, no matter what. and how they would tel me that i was acting wrong even though tey know i would feel hurt. but how can i say its alrite, i cant even look at my maths hw, to thick and huge, i refuse to do it. i going to ask namira to help me, ieven if she likes it or not. i need my girls, they make me feel so welcomed, like right now, im so bored at home, the only source of entertainment i have is...

(1) doing hw >:P [i dunt think that can count as entertainment]

(2) irritate hakim [he starts screaming at times, not a nice sight]

(3) watching tv

(4) doing stuff on the laptop.

(5) eat.

in the list, i have either already done so many times or i just dunt want to do. help me! hahah.